Bedtime stories

Usually before nap time or bedtime I will read to Elroy all his story books. 

Today, before his afternoon nap time, I did the same and he actually fell asleep naturally while I read. Amazing!! In the past I used to be super frustrated because I needed to carry him and "swing" him so that he can fall asleep.

Nowadays, it's a breeze~ :) Maybe also due to the fact that he has already grown up :D

Mixed feelings

Suddenly felt that I want to document down the details of Elroy's growing up stage once again after such a long hiatus.

Just a few mins ago.. Elroy woke up from his nap at about 6pm. He sat over there and whined alittle. I asked him to come over me to "hug hug".

He quickly crawled towards me (which is such a CUTE action haha), and hug me. Usually he will give me a hug and wriggle out of my arms and crawl away a distance from me.  Instead, this time, he wriggled out but sat beside me and cling on to my arms with his head resting on my left arm. And he stayed at that position for very long. He actually fell asleep again.

He has really grown out of the baby stage. He is now more sensible and more fun to play with. And this is the mixed feeling I'm having now. Although I want him to grow up quickly but that's way too fast! I'm starting to miss the days when he was tiny and where I can hug him close to me without him trying struggle out of my arms.

Well, in 2 weeks time will be Elroy's 1st birthday! Time really flies~~!!

Entering Second Trimester

Today officially entering second trimester :)

Up to now,

- Sudden nauseous at times, but no vomiting
- Sudden sharp pain in lower abdomen . Guess its due to growing womb.
- Breakout on face- small little pimples with pus :(
- Tummy not showing up yet, though its a little bigger now
- Constipation. Now trying eat more fibre food
- Dislike eating chicken
- Craving for bread and cheese :P

Can't wait to see baby soon during the next check up :P

Paranoid Pregnancy

It's been only 3 days since I tested positive for my pregnancy and I'm getting really paranoid about pregnancy stuff.

These days, I began feeling cramps in my tummy(something like menses cramps) especially around evening time.. I read up on pregnancy forums and see that it might be due to ectopic pregnancy, and it freak me out! Then I feel tension on my shoulder, and researched about it and it was ruled out to be one of ectopic pregnancy symptoms..

However, it is also said that cramps on tummy in early pregnancy is common since uterus is expanding to accommodate the growing baby..

I have also been going toilet frequently to check if I have any spotting(which could be sign of miscarriage). Which I do not have luckily~

Arghhh... Really feeling so paranoid.......!!!!!! :((

Really cannot. I must be happier and stop thinking of negative stuff~